Today is a lot different.. i woke up at 6 am on my own. feeling so fresh. i like this feeling.. i can get use to this. Also, today i felt as if it seems like i am familiar with this feeling.. and it hit home. This feeling that i had this morning is a feeling of serenity.. a safe haven for me. I felt as if nothing can go wrong.. i felt true love that i know i can have. As crazy as it seems i love a guy that doesn't even know who i am. I don't let guys into my heart bc i am afraid to take the broken pain, but i secretly let myself love. I scared that i am not good enough for him. I guess the saying is true, when you have what you want.. it's never enough.